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Pain The Last Goodbye Obsessive
Hate A Gothic Night The Fool
Burn My Worst Fear Nightmare
Time Love or Lust Madness
Night

A GOTHIC NIGHT

Collapse in darkness
Blood runs thick & red
Shut down on life 
For bodies long ago dead

Pain your constant reminder
Death your only escape
Evil survives deep inside
In many forms and shapes

A full moon rises slowly
Demons come out to play
A gothic night rolls in
In shades of black & grey

A coven drifts together
The witching is near
Light is very scarce
Just run away in fear.......

THE LAST GOODBYE

IN MY MIND IS WHERE I DWELL.
I'LL SOON BE GONE TO MY OWN HELL.

TIME WILL TELL AS I SLOWLY DIE.
FOR MY SOUL WILL NEVER FLY

INTO THE DEPTHS WHERE I FEAR
THE COLD, THE PAIN WILL BE HERE

AND AS FOR NOW UNTIL LATER
I THINK OF ALL WHO WILL HATE HER

MY EMOTIONS TO ME THEY BETRAY
FROM MY LIFE, I DRIFT FURTHER AWAY

NOTHING MATTERS TO ME ANYMORE
WHAT DOES IT MEAN?  WHAT'S IT FOR?

SOBBING TEARS, YOU DESERVE TO CRY
FOR NOW IT'S TIME THE LAST GOODBYE.....

OBSESSIVE

YOU SAY I'M OBSESSIVE
YOU MADE THE FIRST MOVE
WITH EMPTY EMOTIONS
THERE'S NOTHING TO PROVE

I SAID I LOVE YOU
YOU SAID IT AS WELL
IF YOU WEREN'T FEELING IT
THEN WHY LIE,  AND TELL

WHAT COMES NEXT
BESIDES THE PAIN
YOU LOOK CONFUSED
AM I TO BLAME

GAVE YOU MY HEART & SOUL
GAVE YOU MY ALL
IT FELL ON DEAD EARS
I MUST BE TALKING TO A WALL

RELATIONSHIPS COME AND GO
THAT'S WHAT HURTS THE MOST
FRIENDSHIP IS FOREVER
IF YOU ONLY KEEP ME CLOSE

THE FOOL

SILENCE IS AN OVERWHELMING SOUND
TOUCHED BY A NOTHINGNESS INSIDE
ALL YOU COULD SAY WAS FOREVER
BUT DEEP INSIDE YOU KNOW YOU LIED

YOU DESTROYED MY HEART AND SOUL
YOU CORRUPTED MY LIFE AND MIND
THE PAIN YOU GAVE WILL HAUNT ME
MY LIFE LOST NOW, TRUE LOVE I'LL NEVER FIND

SEARCH YOUR SELF CAREFULLY AND ASK
WAS IT FUN TO DESTROY SOMEONE
HOW DARE YOU LOOK ME IN THE EYES
LOOK AT WHAT YOU HAVE DONE

TIME WILL SLOWLY HEAL MY WOUNDS
SOMEDAY I WILL RECOVER FROM YOU
THE LOVE I GAVE WAS PURE AND TRUE
YOU THREW IT AWAY, THEREFORE YOUR THE FOOL........

BURN

ALONE HERE I STAND
CAN'T YOU SEE MY TEARS 
NO OF COURSE, NOT YOU
YOU ARE BLINDED BY YOUR FEARS

STAND TALL AND STRONG
THAT'S WHAT THEY SAY
BUT YOU LEFT ME ALONE
SO NOW I MUST PAY

HATING YOU IS TO EASY
KINDNESS WILL SLOWLY KILL
LOOK CLOSELY AT ME 
I AM YOUR BITTER PILL

TAKE YOURSELF TO MY WORLD
A PLACE WHERE PAIN DWELLS
AND SOMEDAY I KNOW
YOU WILL ROT IN YOUR OWN HELL

TIME

HOLDING ON TO FOREVER
WANTING TO RUN AWAY
HATRED SETS IN WAY TO DEEP
WISHING FOR TIME TO STAY

THE HEART IS EMPTY
NOTHING IS SECURE
LOVE IS NOTHING ANYMORE
LUST YOUR ONLY LURE

LACKING YOUR SUBCONSCIOUS
TAKING IN THE NIGHT
IN ONE DEEP RAGGED BREATH
BLINDED MY MESMERIZING LIGHTS

STANDING ON THE EDGE
STARING AT A DESOLATE LAND
WAITING FOR LIFE TO END
TRYING TO STOP THE SANDS

HATE

WATCHING, WAITING, WANTING,
HATRED PUMPS THROUGH MY VEINS
FEAR IS MY ONLY FRIEND
WHILE I SLOWLY GO INSANE

SANITY SLIPS QUIETLY AWAY
FOR A TIME WE WERE AS ONE
THAT FANTASY ENDED LONG AGO
YOU DESTROYED ME SO NOW IT'S DONE

YOU PROMISED ME FOREVER
MY WORLD STOPPED THAT DAY
WHILE I LOOKED ON
AND YOU JUST WALKED AWAY

ANGER SEEPS THROUGH MY BODY
SEEING ONLY A BLAZING RED
HOPING YOUR SOUL IS TORTURED
I WILL REST WHEN YOU ARE DEAD.......

NIGHTMARE

SETTLE INTO A DEEP SLUMBER
DREAMS ESCAPE MY MIND
ENTER A DARK DOMAIN
REALITY LOST CONFUSION I FIND

BAFFLED BY INTENSE PAIN
THE ACHE LIES TRUE AND DEEP
LOCKED FOR AN ETERNITY
MEMORIES ARE ALL I KEEP

TRAVEL TOWARDS THE LIGHT
A GLANCE AROUND REVEALS
THE DARKNESS OF MY SOUL
SUBCONSCIOUS BLURS LIFE IT STEALS

SAVE YOURSELF FROM MY HATE
WALK QUIETLY AWAY FROM ME
NEVER LOOK BACK AT THE DARKNESS
AS FAST AS YOU CAN LEAVE

PAIN

COLD DARK SCARED .............. 
NOT SURE WHERE I AM GOING .............. 
NOT SURE WHERE I AM .............. 
LOST IN THE LABYRINTHS OF MY MIND.............. 
WANDERING THROUGH THE MADNESS .............. 
OF MY DREAMS .............. 
NO ONE HERE .............. 
I AM ALONE SO TIRED ..............
JUST WANT TO FALL ASLEEP ..............
NEVER TO BE DISTURBED ..............
WANTING ..............
NEEDING ..............
STARVING ..............
FOR LOVE .............. 
MY LIFE I FEAR .............. 

MADNESS

DROWNING IN A MURKY MADNESS
SECRETS RUN RAMPANT AND WILD
DISCOVER YOURSELF THROUGH SUFFERING
SCARED, TORTURED, HIDING LIKE A CHILD

BREAKING DOWN ALL DEFENCES
DO WHAT THE VOICES SAY TO DO
AT THE POINT OF NO RETURN
UNTIL DEATH FINALLY FREES YOU

TOO FAR GONE TO BE SAVED
SLOWLY DYING FEELING THE WEAKNESS
SILENCE OF DEATH IS COMFORTING
LOST IN A LABYRINTH OF MADNESS

EVIL AND MAN WALK TOGETHER
FEAR YOUR BEST FRIEND
YOU LINGER NO MORE
AS DEATH QUIETLY SLIPS IN........

NIGHT

ROMP IN THE 
             MOON'S GLOW
                              NAKED
THE SOFT LIGHT
             BOUNCES OFF OUR BODIES
                               TOUCH A PLACE DEEP WITHIN
MY SOUL AS WE CLIMB TO 
             OUR OWN 
                               X ..... T...... C........
WE ARE THE ARISTOCRATS OF THE NIGHT
             WE HAUNT
                             IN OUR OWN LANGUAGE
WITH THE OBSESSION OF MY MIND
            THE OFF BEAT
SOUNDS OF NIGHT CREATE
            THE RHYTHM OF OUR
                            SOULS ............
WE CLING TO EACH
            OTHER ............ AWAKEN ............ TO REALITY
                           AS THE SUN RISES
FREAKS GO HOME ............
BIDING THEIR TIME ............
UNTIL NIGHT FALLS ............
ONCE MORE ............

LOVE OR LUST

POOLS OF RADIANCE
SEPARATE US
I SEE YOU THERE
CONSUMED BY LUST

ALONE AT LAST
I'M ON FIRE
AMAZED BY YOU
ACHING WITH DESIRE

A FEELING SO DEEP
AND SO DAMN TRUE
TO YOU I KNOW 
MY LOVE I'LL PROVE

WORDS CAN'T EXPRESS
WHAT'S IN MY HEART
SO REMEMBER THIS
AS WE PART..........

MY WORST FEAR

I SAW YOU THERE
WHEN YOU STARTED TO CRY
I ASKED YOU ABOUT 
THE TEARS IN YOUR EYES

I DON'T LOVE YOU 
WAS ALL YOU COULD SAY
HOW CAN THAT BE
YOU DID YESTERDAY

THE LOVE YOU GAVE
WAS VERY STRONG
I DON'T UNDERSTAND
WHAT WENT WRONG

HAVE I DIED 
AND GONE TO HELL
BECAUSE I THOUGHT
I KNEW YOU SO WELL

HOW DARE YOU GO
AND CRUSH MY HEART
IS THIS HOW IT ENDS
SO NOW WE PART

TELL ME THOUGH
HOW CAN IT BE
YOU SAID YOU'D
ALWAYS LOVE ME

YOU TOLD ME FOREVER
WE'D BE AS ONE
BUT NOW YOU SAY 
IT'S TIME WE'RE DONE

HOW CAN IT STOP
JUST LIKE THAT 
NO ..... I LOVE YOU
I WANT YOU BACK


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